Pond Song 3:50
There is no identity that is the measure of the original. G&B 271
steady hush in fresh oak leaves__far away traffic above
my head as I sit here thinking__there’s nothing I’m thinking of
but requires a new strange “is” __when I look up suddenly
the egret has left the pond__a tern twists away to the sea
Pond Song 3.49
It is in the depths of idiotic intimacy that the deepest drama of converse with the divine happens. G&B 261
South pond lit by high clouds__rustications of ocean breeze
light splinters as it passes__it takes an idle mind to seize
sweet nothings out of all this__such surplus of immediacy
out of many tall dry grasses__one bends under a chickadee
Pond Song 3.48
low tide and Spring haze__mudflat’s crumpled foil
dull sheen of meanders__think Meister Eckhart’s boil
in the confusion of that zero__after love love may recover
in the shine of empty shallows__white egrets leap and hover
Pond Song 3.47
There is always something more and other. G&B 271
bright houses upside down__at my feet soaking grasses array
off-white chemical scuds__at the outlet water marbles
clockwise and counterclockwise__gallaxies of whirlpools
high clouds in the breathless pond__shadow of wings away
the descending triplet rising__there’s always something more
and other to what happens__that song hangs in the air
POND SONG 3.46
Being that is no-being is most clearly evident in human being. G&B263
from the hill above the pond__go! starts a human race
splitting the air for charity__the pond empties in any case
the runners disappear for good__in the ribbed shallows light plays
a crow appears on a dry rock__irridescent black and stays
Pond Song 3.45
Valueless neutrality is impossible because there lives no such thing. G&B 25
in the absence of bombs__bombs the universal language
fricatives of a stiff wind__across the pond to the edge
through waist-high grasses__to the stone-hard rose hip
an earful a cut-out__a low-flying sky rip
of cormorant bends to the sun__in the absence of bombs
a shred of cloud is all__the other kingdom comes
Pond Song 3.44
Instead of driving forward out of lack to the end of wholeness, I dwell with the present in heed of its (huper)arche. G&B 142
darklight of tidal ripples__silky retreat to the sea
on new grass my old shadow__in the shallows pale algae
greed has poisoned earth’s water__this idyll betrays the land
Du Mu’s unforced words__poke my stick in the sand
Pond Song 3.43
What does the heart metaphorically name? G&B 143
a little snow at the edge__pond refreshed by the sea
a horizon of birdsong__can’t name them but I see
closer now to the edge__that snow is a dead gull
feathers fluttering whitely__the pond is nearly full
chuckle of ducks from the middle__in this emptiness more
than I understand happens__keen of gulls at the core
Pond Song 3.42
Aesthetic happening shows the enabling ethos as a togetherness of splendid beings. G&B 135
singularly unprepossessing__yet a perfect mirror for
bare tree and white steeple__upside down there’s more
to things this Easter morning__the pond low and calm
air warm on my arm__in the nose the sharp balm
of raw earth and ripe mud__in the light between slick
rocks and sleeping ducks__something ecstatic
Pond Song 3.41 (24.3.2013)
“ . . . every being, arising newly at the interface of creation, is the possibility of return to zero . . .” G&B 133
dazzle of hollow snow__silence broken by the idle
flap of flags over there__out here in the middle
of the pond shadows darken__glitter across at full
speed blaze and go dark__under one bobbing gull
POND SONG 3.40 (17 March 2013)
The light of finitude is outlined starkly against the backdrop of nothing. G&B 130
that sinking feeling mourning dove__ambient birdsong must be spring
clear skies cold wind __ I’m at the pond again the thing
is haiku much too much for me__low tide mud shines
no scintillates no glitters__I look for haiku signs
ice-sheathed cordgrass__in the shallows orange feet
of dabbling ducks maybe that__there’s nothing like the sweet
spot as a bufflehead rolls__just not there now
the nothing’s in the light itself__this double take this show
Pond Song 3.39
“It is an inexhaustibility of availability that can take patience for everything and its good and not be shaken in its being by waywardness . . .” G&B 302
the pond under broken skies__dusky heron over me
crunch of old snow underfoot__green of Canada Dry empty
silence swallows a gull’s yelp__whiff of rotting cord grass
nothing quite itself yet__this patience stays as I pass
the culvert to the sea__turbulence and some foam
down where it comes through__the sound of water home
Pond Song 3.38
Dwell with the ordinary, the unruly erupts, the extraordinary long dormant. G&B 265
doing nothing nothing thinking__westerlies scattering light snow
slowly rinsing my outer ear__the path dusted the tide low
cordgrass rusty water gray__dim clouds float in the shallows
a white gull rising plunging__mind’s idleness God’s prose
Pond Song 3.37
“ . . . instancy is related to constancy: the instance in which the eternal not only stands in, but stands with (con-stans), time.” G&B 294
south wind brings new snow__flakes freshen dirty drifts
blend with the pond’s blackness__touching my face what gifts
compassion is wonder’s root__ducks feed between snow banks
dabble in the pond festively__I hear Han Yu give thanks
3.36
On the border between, there is an opening of the finite between to what exceeds it. G&B 8
back and forth empty spaces__white on white geometries
flakes stick in my stiff beard__no feeling beneath my knees
I make my way to the pond__gulls wingeing in sideways snow
Meng Chiao cursing slander__nobody hears him anyhow
his meditation X’s purity__black backs just visible
the gray of snow-stripped stone__calmly ten ducks dabble
old Meng listens hard__trees make a hollow sound
the old music changed one__it will live on underground
3.35
There is a plenitude more primal than lack, communicated in immanence itself. G&B 272
High snow circles the pond__ice islands over most of it
Crossed by shadows of gulls__this is where Wei would sit
staring into snow glare__to speak now would be rude
ducks bob where the tide churns__empty mind’s plenitude
3.34
Our transcending energies are in communication with an incognito source more ultimate than the abyssal self, as its source of self-transcending. G&B 176
No way to get here now__snow flakes still stop and go
scurry over the black pond__gulls swivel nothing below
crow echos far off crow__I run into Han Shan
you name it that weird laugh__flash of mallard green gone
3.33
There is oneness that may drown us, as much as oneness that floats us free. G&B 177
bricks block our river views __ new towers hide our sky
they’ve sold the people’s spaces__ice covers the pond where I
ramble in Tu Fu’s absence __ a seagull touches down
rising immediately away__the sea returns to town
under the ice which breaks__its silence and starts to float
lifted from below by fresh__salt water clearing its throat
3.32
The human exceeds the human because it is the indwelling of the transhuman. There is something divine about us but we are not the divine. G&B 272
glitter of wind-driven water__across the molten mudflat
an empty Starbuck cup skitters__your voice Li Po in that
our selves pure passages__there not there now there
whiter white of a bufflehead__where to now wanderer
3.31
Between nothing and God, there are deaths that let the ‘unborn infant’ be born. G&B 272.
crow calls lost in the drizzle __ South Mill Pond low
fog of a January warm spell__muddy ooze where snow
was styrofoam cups a cast-off bra__empty high tide’s detritus
What trifles humans are (Wang Wei)__gush of returning tide and yes
thrash and splash of ducks bathing__sunk in Wang Wei’s worn
serenities there’s all this silence__this breathing of the unborn
3.30
We are drawn to agapeic selving by this passing of the divine within us, and a passing that no longer makes it possible for us simply to be within ourselves. G&B 274
Spartina stalks outshine the snow__a thaw on Epiphany Sunday
ducks heads-down space the pond__ there’s something in the way
a young hen waits at the edge__ raising one long orange foot
to a spot needing attention__ high clouds open and shut
POND SONG 3.29
There is nothing empty about the nothing we have become. We are released to what is passing. G&B 340
such openings call you Xie__happenings of inner form
this town would box the ocean__you were here when last night’s storm
shaped snow down to the pond__snow clouds blow at my feet
and across glittering mudflats__by tide pools gulls repeat
unsayable things in the glare__ducks push through icy floes
into open water the moon moves__in Xie’s deep tracks I pause
3.28
The good beyond good and evil is this return to zero. G&B 335.
milky ice edges the pond__schooled in the economy of gunshots
a week of child funerals__ducks float in the sunspots
twig and stem twitch in the wind__again the United States at war
with itself O massacred innocents__solsticial sun rips across water
so near to Christmas so far__on the beach rose rose hips gleam
what ontological reserves__and each one a child’s scream
3.27
We carry the unborn into time even after we’ve been born to time. G&B 332
flakes still hard dry small__crows off crowing somewhere
sparrows find seeds on frozen ground__the mudflats slowly silver over
above the slate pond gulls twist about__I watch slackjawed and stung
awake it’s snowing harder now__the taste of nothing bites my tongue
3.26
“Our image of God as absolute self-sufficiency makes our understanding falter before such excess of enjoyment, as always spilling over limits, as anarchic and wild pleasure. Pure being pleased: yes, yes, and yes again.” G&B 327
low clouds the sun’s thumb print __ grey pond creased with black
Advent bells cross the shallows__and the occasional quack
heel heel the local dogpark__Zhuangzi forget what you’ve heard
then we’ll talk about it__duck’s laughter the non-Word
3.25
The communicative “being beyond” is plurivocal. G&B 325
duotone pondscape__ice in the cord grass
steam off new snow__phosphorescent mass
mudflat’s halftone__between stalks birds flit
a car won’t start somewhere__if I just sit
here in the cold with Su__an exquisite blandness appears
a gull spirals down feet first__that splash delights the ears
3.24
“This idiocy of ‘being nothing’ is the paradoxical reversal in which absolving power opens the truth of transcendence as pure giving, pure en-abling letting, pure allowing as empowering.” G&B 320
dark sparkling wave clouds__expand across the pond
ducks sleep in deep stalks__an empty scouring sound
gives it all a bright edge__you Wang An-shi survived
being taken at your word__your poems uncontrived
and short fill the empty hour__chuckle of water on stone
crystal clear slap happy__for which you still atone
3.23
Seeking nothing at all: an idiotic seeking, an absolutely open willing of the good of the other. G&B 320 (rev.)
flat shine of the mudflats__sparkle of shallow meanders
nothing of the sky’s blue__of a contrail mere blurs
(that idiot Mei’s palate)__bright sun on the cold rocks
on the edge of the last pool__facing the wind, black ducks
(numbers declining you know)__some splash and some preen
there to prove nothing just be__they keep remarkably clean
3.22
“The return to zero can be an interface between us and the more original source(s) of creativity. . . . The artist who waits in woo knows something of this nothing . . . knows something of the breakthrough in which the energy of creation streams again.” William Desmond, Art, Origins, Otherness, 288
bright clouds smudge the pond __ neap tide on its way out
cord grass soaks at the edges__with a grey silent shout
leaps a deep-chested heron__clearing with slow beat
the film-thin lit interface__there wave and air meet
trailing long legs it sinks __(it’s a Li Shangyin thing)
into radiant reserve__I wait on its arising
3.21
Here we can grant a unity for self that is self-transcending and communicative in a radically relative sense, radically for the other in a love that reckons on no return to self. G&B 307
Echo in clear distances__ping of a tug charts
final miles of ocean__out on the pond sparks
sapphire and emerald__beyond the mallards lands
a cormorant, glistening__wings akimbo, it stands
perfectly still, beak raised__oblique to the horizon
Du Mu sips and sings__in distance beauty’s begun
3.20
Here we can grant a unity for self that is self-transcending and communicative in a radically relative sense, radically for the other in a love that reckons on no return to self. G&B 307
Echo in clear distances__ping of a tug charts
final miles of ocean__out on the pond sparks
sapphire and emerald__beyond the mallards lands
a cormorant, glistening__wings akimbo, it stands
perfectly still, beak raised__oblique to the horizon
Du Mu sips and sings__in distance beauty’s begun
3.19
The impossible too muchness of transcendent absoluteness can be approached in a new poverty of spirit, porous in its relative nothingness to what is beyond it. G&B 305
shawl collar of thin clouds __ sheer blue above all that hot sun
cold wind on the pond __ eastward waves crenellate
wind in the empty tree __ into the shadow of the oak deepening
the calmed shallows __ swims a small black duck
Han Yu starts to sing __ instressed by the too much
of dark origin’s finesse __ with craft and a light touch
3.18
Suppose the constancy of the origin remains constant and in that sense impassable, but impassability is not now a non-reactiveness. It is the never spent reserve of being patient. G&B 302
peep calls cross the water __ mallards ride the neap tide
wet winds blow out to sea __ cloud lights on the pond hide
the constancy of its patience __ from spartina’s sodden fire
steps a great blue heron __ charcoal on the flowing there
old Meng Chiao at his dead end __ poems rise in his gorge
turn round the heron’s gone __ back in it and at large
POND SONG 3.17
The erotic God is wounded, is wet with desire as passing out of itself, on fire with transcending, tireless in wooing the beloved. GOD AND THE BETWEEN 302
this Sabbath these birds __ in place of politics
sparrows in the Spartina __ the cold sun licks
eleven peeps chittering __ two silent small
white egrets one heron __ headblade lifted tall
over the black glare __ almost invisible
Wei Ying-Wu absolutely still __ heron croaks his say
POND SONG 3.16
One might say: This power to give being from nothing is that greater than which none can be thought. G&B 253
dark day light rain __ dim rattle and thump
the drying oak above __ through the wet the rump
white on the pond’s gray __ three falling peep notes
out over the mudflats __ recalling Tu Fu quotes
a cold time and hot war __ far from home friendly crow
empire self-destructing __ cormorants alert in the flow
being senses one poem __ other voices one peace
ducks sleep in the shallows __ out of nothing release
POND SONG 3.15
We come to know ourselves incontrovertibly, as having come to be, coming still to be, and still too passing away. G&B 285
The pond gilt-edged in Spartina __ surface corruscating light dark
cormorants beat the water on take off __ corkscrew away into the stark
blue of the wind-picked heavens __ crickets leap out of my way
back into flattened cordgrass __ scintillating songs for a day
POND SONG 3.14
The askesis takes one down into a togetherness that must be further purified, and the last release makes the self into a kind of nothing, not a nothing full of rancor before its own lack but a nothing that has emptied itself out of the self-clinging that blocks the passing of the divine through it. G&B 274
Cold clarity this Sabbath morning __ spaces between things sting
old eyes streaming in the wind __ heart opened by No-thing
take this idiot’s word for it __ between grass and pale stone finitude
shines on the back of a fly __ on thick swaying goldenrod
bees cling and in the distance __ molten mudflats and the white
of wings flare idling the mind __ the shallows full of light
POND SONG 3.13
The truth of solitude is that from the first we are always absolved from solitude. G&B 272
late bees trouble the beach rose __ cormorants skirt the pond
ducks bounce in the ebb tide __ a cold return but beyond
that this surplus clarity __ peeps busily turn about
in the shallows’ clear mirror __ the bottom not in doubt
3.12
Being that is no-being is most clearly evident with human being. G&B 263
ginko leaves tipped bronze __ Autumn’s touch broken clouds
pond light sinking slowly __ meanders appear mudflat roads
outside power’s labyrinth __ anarchists shot on sight
the world is not a problem __Sam’s dark words Xie’s light
vast image the inner pattern __ where way moves past the wrong
ducks dip gulls walk __ criss-crossed with cricket song